Random Thoughts!

    Recently, life was very upset! Feel in a bad mood, to do the work for the upset, worried for my own future, or worry about the health of the family!In a word it was very out of sorts, as a side, like a rock!
    In fact, I do not like my work now, I want to find another job. But I can not leave here! Because they are very nice to me, they are very concerned about me, I read in this case they helped me a lot of busy ! I can not require employees of the factory are often told them to leave here!I can not have no conscience! And we are the two neighbors,I was afraid because of this incident to undermine the friendly relations between the two!What's more ,  I do not know how to speak to leave, I think it was a great deal of courage. I have it? I have it? I have it?Not? Not? Not?But I always stay here, I feel tired , the heart is tired! Thank to I do not like this work,so I think the job is full of dry and tasteless, I tired of it! I do not know how it is how persist throughmore than a year !But I can not only consider their own feelings to the neglect of the consequences. How should I do?Has been felt really stupid, the hopelessly stupid! There is too much of their own concerns, so my heart will be so unhappy!
    Life is so wonderful!But I am not looking forward to the future life . I can not imagine my future, my own lack of well-being afraid, really afraid! Often think of my family, they are still all right? Very want to be able to go home to visit them! Also miss high school life is so beautiful, so happy!
    The day after tomorrow, I admit that on the college entrance examination results come out, to be honest I do not know whether I admitted to Shenzhen University! Although after the test ,I feel very good, but the feeling always on the contrary.However, everything has settled into, I don't have changed anything, they all have to let God! I firmly believe that God is fair for everyone!All of it comes naturally it!All of it comes naturally it!All of it comes naturally it!